i'm not afraid anymore

by ag ag lady

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i have put out many albums and tried so hard to not remember many things in order to avoid putting out this album as long as possible. i was using escapist dance music as a foil to evade the vulnerable, personal work of inhabiting this persona. i have tried so hard to be so many things that so many people have expected of me and failed painfully at most of them. despite this, i'm not afraid anymore.


released December 17, 2016

2015-16 ag ag lady

i didn't realize that she wrote this record until after i was done recording and had to reconcile the fact that she was here the whole time with the reality that this kind of record is unlike what i committed myself to the past few years and you know what? i missed her. she's back.

i wouldn't be here doing this without the people represented in this cover photo. if it weren't for patrick urn, mr. yuck or ag ag lady... i don't even want to think about it tbh



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